Vent

Life just never seems to stop being an endless struggle, I know its Cliche but it seems to never stop, I'm 31 things should be at least decent or easier by now i would of hoped. You get past one hurdle to come to another one, why can't things ever just be normal or just easy.

A life well lived is FILLED with challenges. One builds strength thru perseverance and by overcoming obstacles. However, what or when is not the problem. Those hurdles are victories won or waiting to be won. I may not have come across the same hurdles as others, but even at my place in life I can say that the hurdles I've faced were moments to build upon rather than die on. It often takes a change of perspective to see things in a manner befitting growth and strength.

Failed my road test today. Now I have to wait another half a month. Feeling pretty sad now. I was looking forward to today. I was gonna pass my test, tell my friends, go into town with my brothers and go to the gym. Now I have to give everyone the bad news, schedule a new test, and I can't even go into town to get a new monitor like I had planned. I just want some freedom right now.

One of the things that I learned watching ANIME is that people around have no right to judge for who you are If you want your life to be happy, sad, boring, and exiting then do it. That is your life and no one else can control it but you alone Don't think that you wanna die, if you think that you are bored in this world then do something that makes you exited.

Accidentally fucking pre-ordered Borderlands 3, a series that I don't very much care for, on my PS4. £60 out of my bank account for nothing... rip. E-mailed for a refund but it's gonna take 14 working days. orz