Vent

I have no friends anymore and the only decent guy ik who's my best friend has started being using and mean to me. idk what to do and I cant find anyone to be friends with or a good guy who isn't 8 years older than me or isn't... ugly? I wish I could say I dont judge that stuff but I cant lie.

It seems that the VPN I use won't work until 9 am when I am at work.. I feel lost and slightly guilty though I have had amazing,nice and smart friends who don't mind my slow responses...that must be one mental disability of mine..

---"Why Florida, Miami Sucks"--- By: Bashful_Hubris Epilogue: Have you ever heard of the possibly worse place to live in? No? Well I got you a story , of truly epic proportions. Floridia might not suck as much as a whole, but Florida Miami might be the worse possible place to live in United States. Follow me on this journey, as I show you the magical world of Miami and it's civilians. Can you survive my world, for even a single day? Lets see you try! Chapter 1: Crime Activity. Oh boy, I can't possibly tell you how much crime there is in Miami. There is prostitutes prowling the city, not the attractive ones either. The kind with a stoma, and cracked out eyes that glare from you across the bar room. It was a terrifying experience. I was walking to work, then boom surprise vomit! Was it from a rando prostitute? Yep, you won a new uniform! Which you have to pay 300$ dollars for! Clubbing is the whole center of Miami! You know what brings clubbing? You guessed it! That crack cocaine, mhm nothing like a bunch of toxic loonies jumping around, making your security job that much unbearable. Have you ever tried find the naked guy in the part of coked up party-do-wells? No? That's funny because its virtually impossible to stop a guy in such a crowed. Neither the police wants that piece of hot action. Feeling sick to your stomach yet? Well I got a prize for you! My brother had to got to the hospital! Three times! You know why? You guessed it Miami is the number one of worst place to drive, ever! All he has to do is drive into a intersection while its green light then, bam! Rich snotty kid ran over my bro and I, I never felt I could spin 3,000 times in under one second! Worse of all, since that kid was the spawn of some CEO a**hole. We had to pay $20,000 yay! Why would you think that I now take the bus? Ooh no, what possibly can go wrong in a bus full of thieves? I don't know! Take a wild guess! My wallet gets stolen every week or so. So I literally had to bring a empty wallet to work, 24/7. I don't blame them though, everything is so damn expensive! To get a mini-can of coke will be $5.50, and that will be anywhere you'll go in downtown. As a bouncer from a club, I get 8$ minimum! The rich people in suites made a city law that, "all security personal can be paid at minimum wage"! Just so some rich dude can hold on all the money! Have you seen penguinz0 Miami impressions? https://youtu.be/TF_VM-zW35g I barely survive in Miami, everyone does some criminal activity one way or another. I admittedly ripped off some sucker on some used fair tickets, just to get enough money to get on the bus. I am a prisoner of this city of sins. Not even the churches are safe, most are these "churches" are stupid money laundering scams. With a hey, hip , howdy-doo, I just sang for you! Now put $5,000 in the hat because Jesus commands it! I use to believe in god, but after so many churches behaving this way. I sorta lost faith in Miami. Chapter 2: To be continued...

I dont think there is a single curse word/derogatory thing spared when talking about my teammates, weapons, mechanics, developers or anything call of duty associated. Holy shit this is the worst money i have ever spent...this coming from me and i played sekiro for literally 2 weeks and abandoned the game. In those whole 2 weeks i have had more enjoyment playing sekiro than i did in the 6 months of playing black ops 4.

Mark my words i will never ever ever ever ever buy another piece of shit call of duty game. I've had enough, what good is having a game thats so fucking bad its literally unplayable. The only gun i enjoy playing with is the MOG 12 but it is pure sewage. The game is like you took sewer water let it ferment, then heated it up in the microwave and force feed it to any poor sap who wastes $60 PLUS TAX. Dropping 31/17 doesnt satisfy me what satisfies me is everytime i put a full damage shot gun barrel to a guy's head it doesnt shoot goddamn marshmallows. Snipers get no drawbacks, one shot everything in its path and the quickscope shit gives me stage 4 cancer every game. Why is it fair they can ignore armor, ignore 150 points of health and just whip out a shot from a freaking weapon like a fucking kid whips out his parents credit card to buy fortnite skins, but i cant even get a one shot kill pressing the end of a barrel up against a guy's back like a big breasted girl does to any anime protagonist in any ecchi anime ever.

While I was away from the site for like, a couple years I think, I reconnected with someone I met on a dating app. Things were going well, we were good friends for quite a long time and I was feeling something special that I didn't want to lose, so, I did the most unlikely thing I am to do. I confessed to her. She didn't really confirm or deny anything so I waited, and come New Year's I decided to ask her out, no real confirmation or denial again, and again I waited. I started falling apart after meeting up with an old friend who turned out to have not changed at all over the years, at least not in a good way, and it was then that she abandoned me, when she was almost always there to listen when I was down, I had even tried returning the favor by asking her to tell me about her issues long before then but at this one moment, she disappeared from my life. I have no way of knowing whether or not she is ghosting me or if something happened to her, and that fact scares me, because she was so important to my life that I don't think I'll be able to recover if it turns out that something happened to her. Part of me want to hate her for leaving me behind like that, but the rest of me is either too concerned for her health or is just happy for even knowing her. She was an angel to me, and she was so kind, as well as being the least ignorant person I have ever known. I know this forum says to vent, which usually has an aggressive connotation, but either way, this is a rant, and something I've needed to get off of my chest for about three months now.

I might just be done with team based multiplayer games. I leave league cuz of shit balancing and brain dead team mates. I go to call of duty, shot guns under powered meanwhile american sniper over here pops around the corner and oneshots me with armor on, go to overwatch and its like im running a daycare, begging and pleading a group of man children to stop staring at d.va in her mech suit and focus the objective. I swear every game i play the people are just trash. Inb4 someone says "maybe you are just the bad one" i average at least 20 kills per game on cod with a shotgun, in overwatchi usually have more eliminations than deaths and my objective time is up there, and with league i was legit a god at the game but didnt feel like wasting my life away on a broken game that nerfed all my fav champs. IM REALLY waiting for last of us 2 to come out omg the multiplayer in the first game legit shit on every single team based game and you could ACTUALLY solo carry your team.