Vent

Quit trying to force me to be social and stand around talking about nothing when its the last thing i want to do, No one is forcing you to isolate yourself with just you and your own thoughts to keep you company, Oh wait, that will make you uncomfortable?? Ok then.

I lowkey know already that I might fail some courses this sem. But still I cant help but check my grades online hoping that somehow my efforts did change something... It's like me lowkey lurking and caring for someone even when I know things arent the same as before anymore...

me still lurking and caring for someone who I hope I can win their trust back... it is painfully as it is to see how they are hurt and you can't do nothing because you were the sickness that pains that person so much... I know we aren't the same as before... but the hope of her giving me another chance still doesn't die... if I get it I will take it gladly and cherish her as she has deserved it... No more lies...

I honestly dont give a f*cc about what shitty stuff other people do to me. Sometimes I notice, but in the end Im like meh not worth my time and energy... BUT SWEAR TO THE UNIVERSE IF SOMEONE REALLY CLOSE TO ME DOES SOMETHING SHIT TO ME...IT HITS ME DIFFERENTLY. Ooof. :[

Im fucking tired of these people on this one app telling me to play pubg. I hate fps/tps why would i play pubg. I litterally have in my bio if you tell me to play pubg ill block you instantly thats how bad its gotten. Yet people still ask me to

I swear I knew it would hit that person really hard... I knew it would hurt... I knew but I still did... than presented em with the truth... it hurt em pretty badly... REMINDER TO SELF: NEVER EVER TRUST YOUR 2ND PERSONA... your thinking isnt straight after you question yourself too many times

Usually...When Im upset/sad/sicc I just cry and then I go to sleep. And when I wake up I feel like a new person again, I feel 9/10 better. But right now no matter how many times I sleep and cry I still feel sadt. Ohohoho :'[

I hate when some random people argue indirectly about a broken "relationship" on a random anime forum. Their stuff where hella cringe when they were together but now its just pathetic