Vent

well i have alot to vent about okay so there is this boy who acts like he never hurt me and he did i will get into that later but so he keeps talking to me like nothing even happened and he did alot like he cheated on me,lied to me and he used me just for attention and sex and i have depression i have not cut in a long time and im trying not to do it but it gets so fucking hard not to do it when everywhere i turn there is something bad that is happening either im getting bullied or i lose someone i love.im starting to shut people out of my life

Lost everyone i used to talk to... cut off ties with the one person who gave me the attention i wanted.... Still think its for the best tho... i dont think it would have turned out well, and felt kinda like a chore instead of something that i wanted... I hope i made the right choice and didnt just ruin what could have been the best thing in my life... but it is prob the for the best so i dont ruin hers... so lonely now... but ill get used to it again... i always do...