Complaints/Struggles

Talk here about everything you just want to rant/complain about. Something you struggle with like emotional things, or just basic things like not having any breakfast or stuff like that.

I wanted a thread where everybody can just mindlessly rant/complain about stuff. So yes, you can use this as a diary if you want that

I think I created like 3 or 4 topics this week, got almost to NO replies. I guess people Just rather confess and post random stufd

Lots of difficulty relating to most everyday people, sometimes its stupid how hard I try to be the bastion of hope and positivity that I do try to be, often I lose myself in my own attempts to help those around me and stop considering my own happiness and worth. Being that my last relationship was one of severe emotional and minor physical abuse sometimes I find myself falling into a helpless void as I hear the voice of the woman I once believed I would grow old and die with screaming "Your a ******* retarded piece of ****" "If I leave you, NO ONE WILL EVER LOVE YOU AGAIN" "Get our son away from me, his face reminds me of your ugly face" Rationally I know this to all be untrue, but 5 years of hearing it every freaking day over and over and over..... now I still hear it, but I am its source, and I struggle to tell my own demons to SHUT THE HELL UP