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hold on im falling cant breathe anymore as an ocean has opened these scars need to heal over hold on im falling cant breathe colder and colder just hold on to me

It’s time to stop crying Sound of the sun rising at the end of the darkness In a corner of my room where the night is still stagnated Falling apart piece by piece A tiny small bag that’s old and dusty Caress the old wound and blow on it Find the key, that’s when I finally open my heart I wanna leave What I need the most right now Is a pair of shoes that will take me somewhere So that I won’t hurt, so that I won’t stop So that I won’t tire anymore So long so long Will we ever meet at the end of this road Did we cross as we wandered in the maze This story isn’t over yet Left here empty like this Ah-y-ah y-ah y-ah y-ah-y I just leave I I just leave I Ah-y-ah y-ah y-ah y-ah-y I just leave I I just When I close my eyes Slow it’s your voice again Your breath, your smile touch me again On my lips Flow your name again I’m holding it so full, I run as fast as possible Like I’m gonna explode Ah-y-ah y-ah y-ah y-ah-y I just leave I I just leave I Ah-y-ah y-ah y-ah y-ah-y I just leave I I just Ah-y-ah y-ah y-ah y-ah-y I just leave I I just leave I (Yeah I leave it all behind) Ah-y-ah y-ah y-ah y-ah-y I just leave I I just This story isn’t over yet Left here empty like this

I could be cool too. You got them dance moves. And I got this vibe, I swear it's perfect to ride to. I wanna die too. We all wanna die too. I got this vibe I swear she love getting high too. I love getting high too. I wanna hide you. How did I find you? I'll be inside making music to cry to. Oh, it's a lonely world, I know. Gonna get a lonely girl, that's for sure. Oh, I'm a lonely boy. She made a lonely boy yeah I know. Oh, it's a lonely world, I know. Gonna get a lonely girl, that's for sure. Oh, I'm a lonely boy. She made a lonely boy yeah I know.

"Well let me get to the point Let's roll another joint and turn the radio loud I'm too alone to be proud And you don't know how it feels You don't know how it feels to be me"

Evening minuetto in a castle by the sea A jewel more radiant than the moon Lowered Her mask to me The sublimest creature the Gods, full of fire Would marvel at making their Queen Infusing the air with Her fragrant desire And my heart reeled with grave poetry.... From grace I fell in love with Her Scent and feline lure And jade woodland eyes that ushered in the impurest "Erotic, laden fantasies amid this warm Autumn night She lulled me away from the rich masquerade And together we clung in the bloodletting moonlight" Pearled luna, what spell didst thou cast on me? Her icy kiss fervoured my neck Like whispering waves 'pon Acheron's beach In a whirl of sweet voices and statues That phantomed the dying trees This debauched seductress in black, took me.... In a pale azured dawn like Ligeia reborn I tore free of my sleep - sepulchre On the sea misted lawn where stone figures, forlorn Lamented the spectre of Her Bewildered and weak, yet with passion replete I hungered for past overtures The curse of unrest and her ardent caress Came much more than my soul could endure.... I, at once endeavoured to see Her again Stirring from midnight's inertia Knowing not even her name On a thin precipice over carnal abyss I danced like a blind acolyte Drunk on red wine, her dead lips on mine Suffused with the perfume of night For hours I scoured the surrounding grounds In vain that we might meet When storm clouds broke, ashened, fatigued I sought refuge in a cemeterty Sleep, usher dreams Taint to nightmares from a sunless nether Mistress of the dark I now know what thou art Screams haunt my sleep Dragged from nightmares thou hast wed together Lamia and Lemures Spawned thee leche To snare my flesh Portrait of the Dead Countess Deep stained pain that I had dreamt Flaunted demise, life's punishment Leaving little strength to seal this wretched tomb.... But poised nectar within my stirs Up feverous desire and morbid purpose to search Through cobwebbed drapery to where she swoons Goddess of the graveyard, of the tempest and moon In flawless fatal beauty her very visage compels Glimpses of a heaven where ghost companies fell To mourning the loss of god in blackest velvet Enrobed in their downfall like a swift silhouette "Fleeting, enshadowed Thou art privy to my sin Secrets dead, wouldst thou inflict The cruel daylights upon my skin? Dost thou not want to worship me With crimson sacrifice So my cunt may twitch against thy kiss And weep with new-found life?" Red roses for the Devil's whore.... Dark angels taste my tears And whisper haunting requiems Softly to mine ear Need-fires have lured abominations here.... Nocturnal pulse My veins spill forth their waters Rent by lips I cherish most Awash on her perfidious shores Where drowning umbra o'er the stars Ebon's graves where lovers whore Like seraphim and Nahemah "Nahemah" Pluck out mine eyes, hasten, attest Blind reason against thee, Enchantress For I must know, art thou not death? My heart echoes bloodless and incensed.... Doth temptation prowl night in vulvic revelry Did not the Queen of Heaven come as Devil to me? On that fatal Hallow's Eve when we fled company As the music swept around us in the crisp, fated leaves UNder horned Diana where her bloodline was sewn In a graveyard of Angels rent in cool marbled stone I am grieving the loss of life in sombre velvet Enrobed in Death's shadow like a swifter silhouette....

Oh, sweet Midian, I burn for thee at heart. Don't despair me. Come bare me on wings of graveyard robbed leather To where pleasure rings deep secrets In spurts, after dark..." * Under full moons waxing lyrically: Death's poetry floods the soul, Like the freezing seed of a demon freed To curse the stars with vertigo. And in their dance, in trance I've prised wide Slick rifts twixt obsidian thighs, Hymeneal gates to darker sides. A glimpse of plinths where Midian lies. Midian... Haunted by this portent, This obsession in my mind. With a city sunk below, Tall cedar groves and graves sublime Sporting their importance, Marble wings spread to the skies. A vale of dreams that it would seem, The daylights race to leave behind. These visions struck like a furious fuck Nailing wet lips to cold cemetery walls. Flashes of lust to dust Splashed across my psychic pall, As hybrid lovers reached their cusp With final thrusts I saw it all. Forbidden Midian, A long fabled Judecca. A sanctuary for sin... You rival Heaven Above Heaven's tragic wreck (Though the only Angels in repose Were those with ivy strangled necks) Small mercies in vistas of dolmen and vault. Gaunt, haunched edifices Midst lightfingered mists, From whence more awful shadows Drew back rusted bolts And dared a threshold. The searing Sun had knelt to kiss. Shades of dusk, cruelty and myth, The Tribes of Christ will not forgive - And shall not suffer their kind to live! For I, mesmerized, started not from tombs, Or their waltz so sibilant Through the gathering gloom! But from flumes of the moon in bloom, Baring each a face effaced, And raped in the womb! In hidden Midian, A Vatican lying in state, For the sanctity of sin... To rival Heaven Free of Heaven's tragic wreck (Though the only Angels that arose Were those who fell to most requests) Small mercies in vistas where dolmen and vault Caught twisted whispers where fisted sisters Haunched, flaunted orifice Midst lighter fingered mists. Whilst I watched without revolt, Carnalities few beasts permit. Between the dog and wolf, Bared fangs met in intercourse. A nightly rite of teeth and cunt, For those below who rose to hunt. Soar sights that preyed on Me for days, And in laudenum's haze I painted them all... The slew of sith and kin I drew in blood, my veins in thrall To Deathugees at peace within Grotesques and wolves in women's skins The raven winged and missing limb Suicides and split thighed Seraphim. And marble stairs Stargrazers dare Ascend like prayer (As smoke or ghost or lithe nightmares) Under full moons waxing lyrically: Death's poetry floods the soul, Like the freezing seed of a demon freed To curse the star with vertigo. And in their dance, in trance I've prised wide Slick rifts twixt obsidian thighs, Hymeneal gates to other sides. A glimpse of plinths where Midian lies. Midian... I know I've seen Through the black backed mirrors in sanity: Lucent prides amassed in last retreat, Prurient souls but no more freaks Than those leashing dreams at harm's length from Me. And just like grim ascension prophecies, My revenge, carved deep, will be A grisly plot that reads, Like my filthy white ward spattered with their screams. When My Deviliverers come from fog for Me... ... Please come for me... Exhuming the moon, Through the bars in My room. The sooner the bitter pills swallowed are through. But no Genotypes, Aphrodites, Demon archetypes, No Cenobites rise to clame me from you! No! No! No! Don't leave here in this storm weathered cell! No! No! No! With prophets and losses, And dead men from crosses, My fate is a preview of derelict Hell! Midian! Midian!

I've made up my mind to live in memory of the lonesome times (I can't stop wanting you) It's useless to say So I'll just live my life in dreams of yesterday