Vent

Last night at work... Me: *washes dishes appropriately slowly* New coworker: "You wash dishes too slow!" Me: *washes dishes furiously fast and cynically cusses* New coworker: "I'm sorry! You don't have to be mean!" Higher-class coworker: "Guys! Chill!" https://i.imgur.com/KmKmzBc.png Social norms: "That quote is b******!"

Tfw your gf's dad is about to get verified on tiktok but then his goldigging ex ruins it by spreading info of his previous pedo charges(which he was falsely arrested for) all across every one of his media accounts so he has to delete everything. Humanity sucks ass sometimes.

Sometimes i wanna just get my life together man. I see other people living life, and be like i wanna do that. Bit then i dont make any effort. Im too stuck in my ways. Honestly idek what i want anymore. Used to think it was a girlfriend i can go do these things with and experience life and have fun with. But these days i cant even be bothered with that. Honestly i think the last girl i dated was like the last straw for me, in an extremely stressful situation she made me lose faith in humanity. Deadass she pissed me off so much i was shaking from the anger i had inside me. I wasnt sad or like scared but i was shaking. Must have been all the adrenaline build up when i confronted her. Now i dont even want a gf but more along someone i can relate to. Idk i want another me, simetimes i say that alot if there were 2 of me that would be nice. I mean obviously female preferred. Sometimes i dont even know how my brain works. I know what makes me unhappy but it feels impossible for me to change. My life will probably continue this way, never attaining the things i want in life until i basically throw it away. But until then im gonna spend my money on worldly shit until i decide i have had enough. Today its traveling and buying guns, tomorrow its some sort of electronic, when i run out of things to provide serotonin i truly lose all hope.

Ugh, I hear you. You wouldn't believe the amount of people I know who are settled with mortgages, kids and permanent jobs while I'm mooching around the other side of the planet.

Still haven't been touching my hobbies much due to my deep focus on expensive healthy eating, exercising, studying Japanese language, avoiding shitty local women which most of them are too shallow, boring and care too much about projecting a perfect life and like they have a lot of money, even if they don't. And they look so plastic with their fake eye lashes and hair extensions. All a bunch of copy cats. I wish to either move or not get married. And I love my family, but they must shut up about their opinions of me no matter how negative nor positive they share them to me. Lazy, genius, immature, strong, irresponsible, dependable, I don't give a fuck!

Strangers: "You're too smart to work in a restaurant!" Family and coworkers: "It's your life, not theirs!"

lol i remember when i was still working retail because it was hard finding a job that didnt require a degree, and at the time i was writing exploits for consoles. Even in my current engineering position, i dont feel my brain being challenged all that much. But yea, school isnt a place for smart people.. i definitely believe that.