Rejection.

@loli-CuddleTime Thank you for answsering. Perhaps that is why he did it. He seemed to have had some issues growing up, but so did I... I always wanted to tell him, but I never had the chance to. I think he might have not been ready... having come out of a break up a couple months prior to meeting me. But often times, I find myself blaming myself for him having left.

I also had my experiences in rejection but feels like a loop and a source of my evergoing depression. There have been multiple times where I thought, ¨This girl might be someone I could have a relationship with...¨ in either school or in other places but I always have some trouble with either anxiety, shyness, or jealousy (sometimes). I do take the time to get to know her but then when I think I have everything straightened out, confronting the girl ends up more nerve-wracking. Whenever I DO have the courage to tell her, it´s like I´m always either flat-out rejected or friend-zoned. I just decided to take a break and focus on other things after everything....I DO want a relationship with someone but I really am starting to doubt that I would get one.

Usually, if I get rejected then I just move on because I don't see myself exerting energy anymore when I know that I have given my best effort already. I don't like playing around the bush so if I love them or whatnot, I will definitely shout it out! >.>)b

Unfortunately, my dating experiences have been rather poor. Most of the girls I ended up meeting had some sort of honesty problem and didn't know how to handle themselves very well. There's one in particular who had a thing for me in the past I perhaps though she would want to try again but as I had mentioned she had an honesty problem and couldn't tell me she was interested in my best friend. Also leading to the downfall of our 3 year friendship since she was upset with me as I had simply given her space. A few others were just they simply didn't like me but weren't honest about it. If anything scares me the most it's people that aren't honest and I can tell. That's why I don't really go for relationships anymore unless I stumble upon someone that generally cares about me and trusts me.

Not really rejection, but I broke up with a girl. Was really nice about it and she killed herself because she felt that she couldn't live with out me. Hard situation and it sucked, made me feel awful and I replay it a lot in my head. I'm a nice guy and it just sucks it ended for her the way it did. I honestly don't think I could have been any nicer ending it the way I did.

I got rejected pretty hard in the middle of last year. I really liked this guy. He was pretty close to perfect as far as I was concerned. Good looking, loved a lot of the same anime and games I did and we even spent hours just talking on discord while playing terraria. We had plans to meet up at an anime convention but before the con he just straight up ghosted my ass. I’m still not quite sure what I did and he full on blocked me on any social media outlet so I have no way of asking. It still eats at me pretty hard because I thought things were going pretty good for awhile there. It was nice and comfortable. I kinda regret ever telling him my feelings since we had awesome chats as friends and could talk about pretty much anything.