Negative space: Problems and depression

Feel free to unburden yourselves. Write your problems and negative things here. http://www.anime-source.com/banzai/images/articles/reviews/2015-07-23_texhnolyze_by_gaileoxstain/texhnolyze-06.jpg http://i99.beon.ru/24.media.tumblr.com/5020bba3dc7f8b77f6d5e0bd43944844/tumblr_mi0o6t1QcE1rz1zo5o1_500.gif https://66.media.tumblr.com/b4edfceebb65bdc903d58b7595675e40/tumblr_nj037uRwUl1tjrgk5o1_500.gif http://www.lovethisgif.com/uploaded_images/8935-Alone-Anime-B-w-Black-And-White-Crying-Depression-Gif-Haruhi-....gif http://67.media.tumblr.com/14c6f99615ddd3e35f1b1bf61ed96dd7/tumblr_ob731lD3Wn1vs2iggo1_1280.gif

I need to study, but I can't. Distractions prevent me from doing it, I'm stagnated. I can't get a girlfriend, my life is really bad right now, I really hope to change it soon. I hate this world, I wish there was no hunger, suffering, violence and injustice, but there is nothing I can do about it, so I can only hope the future fix these things.

Hm, I dont have much to say right now. But I wanna say one thing; I feel like I got no place on this earth..

Why? I'd rather focus on the positives. I have enough stress in my life to give me a heart attack, but I'd rather not die just yet. I was just joking with my fiancee about how good we have it. I mean, we have the luxury to choose from a litany of food and yet are only problem was that we couldn't decide what we wanted to eat. It kind of put our "problems" into perspective.

Every problem has a different magnitude depending on the person facing it. sometimes a certain times in your life it can be hard to find positives. Or the positives you do find, seem insignificant in the context of your own personal pursuit of happiness or contentment. It's easy to say "It could be worse". You can literally say that to anyone on earth and it'd have some air of truth to it. What's hard is to truly attempt to view the situation through the other person's perspective to see what their problems look like to them, so as to better understand and possibly be in a better mindset to give helpful advice. Sometimes all someone needs is to feel they aren't alone in their pain or struggles.

I'm too addicted to maiotaku. I come every 2 minutes to see if there is a new message for me, even though I know there isn't! I browse the same topics over and over... Idk what to do, I can't just close the damn tab, or I would miss something.

The only problem I'm facing currently is financial which then often leads to depression. However, I just release the built up emotions as I do something such as games, specifically, fighting games or Skyrim. I accept whatever I feel, release, then attempt to prove my feelings wrong.