Random thoughts...

I don't feel safe in my own house. With my own family. You all treat me like a stress case and you wonder how I end up the way I am now. It's just plain ignorance. I can't help but cry.

Finished my fitness test and i feel like shit. My worries were legit TwT i did worse than last time. I should've still passed. But im still gonna blame my supervisors i told them i did great my last test cuz i had 2 days a week to run. But claimed "its not fair if you get 2 days and everyone only gets one" well thanks for failing me XD added a whole minute to my run time because our "group fitness" didnt do any fitness at all last week all we did was play a game of frisbee i could have used that time to run. Thankfully my knee didnt act up this time

@A hang in there, ik how that feels it honestly sucks. But try to be the best you, dont fall into a pit of despair. You only hurt yourself in the process

just had a PTSD moment lol i heard "contact front" and was about to ready my weapon like im not here sitting at home watching twitchcon streams

bitch are you still about to do a fitness test come listen to my Oceans Ate Alaska sampled beat