Random thoughts...

After everything I have been through and how i was treated my mind goes to a dark place anytime I mess up anything now. I instantly think the thought, “I wish I could wipe everything clean by killing myself, because all I do messes shit up and I have no worth “

@yaasshat promised my mom I would never attempt it again. That and going to hell doesn’t sound pleasant. I think my mind truly thinks of myself as a lost cause at this point. So I’m just existing

If that's your motivation, use it. You're young and believe it or not, there is yet hope. How's that voice acting gig going?

@yaasshat I gave up but do it as a minor hobby now. Got this project with friends going rn for an original show, and looking for an animator

I imagine Hell is like having to stand in the longest fair ride line ever with no AC, kids screaming, mosquitos, people cutting and you HAVE TO PAY TO BE THERE.

@snakee_dubs Ah... So, you have things to do and friends? Good, good... What's the show's premise, if you don't mind sharing?

Wanna do trucking? Pay several thousand dollars and go to school for it, get a job that traps you by paying back your school tution for a contract or just join a company that trains you and pays you but its also a contract. Literally only way out of this is going to community college but even then they dont do weekends so its either quit ur job n do full time school there, work full time and do schooling or get hired on and stay for the contract. I mean you get it back pretty soon after you work so its def a investment.

@yaasshat two agents who get sent to do wack shit by their agency and one has indestructibility and the other extreme adaptability so they can’t be killed