Random thoughts...

Waking up in the mornings can be so damn difficult for me nowadays after everything that’s happened. Gotta find something to get motivated for and not give up everyday.

@snakee_dubs The progress you made in the last couple years should be some motivation for you. You did a good job. Seemed to get positive responses and feedback. Don't slide into old habits. Keep up the good work.

Gonna be blunt... Count your blessings and not your woes.

I appreciate it guys but something y’all don’t know is I have to go to therapy now and got traumatized. Not going into details in a public forum but it was really bad shit.

Sorry to hear, but the same still applies. Very good on you for getting help, but I am truly sorry you went through whatever it was.

Agree. Give yourself time for the mental stuff. It does get better. The old adage "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger" is true and that's because time, living through it, allows you to acclimate.

Thank you yaass. I am focusing on what I have now. It’s not much but it’s enough to make me want more out of life and keep going.