Random thoughts...

Oh yeah this bank has pissed me off for the last time. Guess what im gonna do when i get back home. Have my credit and debit card blocked and im basically dying of thirst and hunger. If i did have cash on me i would be so fucking mad

I liked the first episode of star wars visons it was pretty dope but then the next two episodes were like expecting a fart but shitting your pants. Not sure if I want to watch anymore of it

i just came from dancing in the club with big tiddie grill, she even gave me her number and we are planning to go to the beach together. Get to see her in a bikini >:3 even though i saw her without one lol man she seems really into mw and idk why. I have been lame this whole time. But i stepped outside my comfort zone and asked her to dance. I had fun.

I dont know if its just me but being that close to another human feels so weird. Staring into her light brown eyes. Its almost not real. Maybe its my anxiety.

I paid so much money for this trip but part of me wants to go home. I only stayed one night at this hotel which ran me about 800 for the week but i lowkey have the strongest urge to leave right now. This usually happens when something bad is about to go down. With all the contact with people i have had over the last 2 days i think i might end up getting covid or something. Its like a gut feeling telling me to get home before im stranded here.

This is a truly random thought but I have a lot of respect for clowns, especially the ones that do much more than put on simple birthday shows but just make being a clown part of their identity and way of life really. Being skilled at that kind of performance is difficult

There are days I ask myself if I actually have low self-esteem or if it's just all in my head from being on the internet a bit much