Random thoughts...

I always have these apocalypse dreams and its weird. They are almost always me holed up in a place with a bunch of people but this time was different. I was very actively not trying to let people know we were in the bunker. Before my dream ended i went outside to find my brother. There were sirens going off like the purge or something.

So many dictionaries...Longman/Cambridge/Webster/Macmillian/Oxford/Collins....I use Wiktionary, Etymology and Linguee...Urbandictionary is also fine...

Gomen gomen... part of rejoining that server was telling the story. I showed proof we use to date, same as when I proved to maid ya use to be my kitten. Hopefully they don’t show everyone else.. I went through so much effort to hide it all before orz I admit defeat

Dude 90% of my life is just being hopelessly stuck and waiting for something to happen. then in the process of waiting for my solution im literally just missing out on actually living my life. I wanna do cool things like taking my lady to some little island to explore the culture and do things like snorkeling or taking dumb silly pics at a snow resort or amusement park. I wanna live this lavish lifestyle i feel im missing out on XD because i dont have that person to do it with. I mean i can do that shit myself but then i also gotta wait for covid to go away. Smh.