Random thoughts...

It's honestly getting old, really makes me wonder if making connections with people is in my cards. Feels like I'm always pretty disposable, getting used to it really. Only relevant when my knowledge I'm so proud of is of use. No other time, if it isn't I'm just cast aside. Makes me wonder if I should keep trying to reach out to people, doesn't seem like there's really a point anymore. Considering it's always the same, really makes me wonder if I'm even capable of it.

Speaking of that, I probably should just do some of my college work. It's not hard just time consuming and incredibly annoying.

A lot of things honestly, I haven't tried Apex in a minute. Mostly RL, COD MW, Need for Speed, Mabinogi and BL3 on occasion. I could try Apex again, but I'm probably going to suck ass.