Random thoughts...

oof same even if i know they would at me For some people its cause they assume the best in people, and that they would do it for them so why wouldnt I? Others its trying to avoid confrontation afraid the outcome will be worse then how it started. And some just take happiness in bringing it to others, either trying to share that happiness cause they cant find it for themselves or because they are genuinely nice people. I'd like to think for me its all of the above but im pretty biased also who knows if there are genuinely nice people... usually there is always some kinda motive behind doing something... its hard to tell what, even for urself when your looking at your own actions

Yea, I think the confrontation one is bingo for me. Conflict stresses me out. Keeping my mouth shut makes things less complicated.

Just depends on the situation, its weird how fast our brains jump to conclusions that we convince ourselves are right even tho we will never know if it would have happened. You never know till you try but you dont want to regret trying so you dont.

Me: I need new friends Me to myself: shut ur bitch ass up, u can’t even keep up with the friendships u have now.

XD basically describes my life Its even worse trying to keep them, like oh yeah i guess i havent talked to that person in months, wonder how they are doing. But if they wanted to talk they woulda messaged right? So prob better off not bothering them.

Same, I think there just seems to be something nice n refreshing about meeting new people. Idk Plus yea I don’t like bothering people either

Depends on the person... if its someone u can be urself with then ya very refreshing, but usually it ends up in trying to put up an act to try to get them to like u and having to keep it up to continue it... It gets tiring and u just dont want to bother anymore after a while