Mental Disorders

Diagnosed with severe depression(medicated), insomnia(medicated), general anxiety disorder(medicated), OCD(no longer medicated), and schizophrenia(no longer medicated). I was an addict for a long while but that's under control

I used to suffer from diagnosing myself with fake disorders to feel special. My doctor prescribed me a heavy dose of grow the fuck up.

Generalized anxiety disorder, panic disorder. Social phobia - not so much anymore- And two year chronic case of depression that's being going on forever. I did lots of mental help.. therapy medication.. Kinda fallen off and on that a few times. I'm never really sure if its helping. How do I manage? Honestly I don't have a good answer for that. I don't manage very well. Someday i can manage pretty well though. Distractions.. things that generally interest you..

Im pretty sure Im bipolar.... or at least have some kind of severe anxiety. I really can't do much about it given my position and even prior I just don't want to go to a doctor and hear him actually give his professional opinion on my being and general state of mind.. because I know it'd be adverse. and I'd just lie straight through my teeth out of embarrassment and fear of reprisal. Anyway, how to deal with it? I have no clue. I just drink and have sex with people. I hate to rely on other people to make me whole or feel proper, but I have some kind of minuscule hope that someday someone will fix me with their love. Hang in there! Personally, I think it's cute. I'm not politically correct on my days off, so yeah, I think it's cute. I don't have 2 explain myself

I don't know if I have a mental disorder since I haven't gone to the doctor to checked for any. o.o I do have like these weird moments that my life plays the past by itself like flashback moments? Or I zone into deep thought and it's like I was frozen or something and forgot where I am or doing or what happened in the past 5 mins? I do know I suffer a little depression, specially when the flashbacks of the past come. And I might have a little insomnia where my mind keeps me awake? I am not sure. :S Some of these are hard for me to control though.

Ok I have autism, adhd,bipolar, clinically dignosed depression, social anxiety disorder, and odd. Yes all of them are medicatedly controlled expected for my adhd because if I medicate my adhd I can't medicate my bipolar so the doc picked the worse of the disorders.

I have High-Functoing autism, I have anxiety issues (Of which I take medicine for), and I believe I have insomnia (Though I'm not too sure as I can get to sleep, it just takes me a while to actually get to sleep)