What is it like dating you?

Non existing I disappear for weeks and go *poof* without notice ~

In someone’s eye (one very specific person) they think I’m selfish and childish. They think I need someone to do everything for me and that I cannot take care of myself. That I need attention. Funny thing is that they are actually talking about themselves without realizing it. Odd. I take care of them and help them make decisions. Help them see the pros and cons of a situation. Help them financially when they have no job. They buy things with their credit card and I pay for their credit. They are ungrateful and controlling. Wants me to marry them when we are not in a relationship and is flirting with other men. Life is very questionable

Also to contribute, my last relationship was fine. Never argued for 4 years. Had one or two minor disagreements but talked about them and all was good. Problem is in my experience dating younger women is a mistake. They never have their shit together.

I think it's okay. I usually save up all my affection and positive feelings for my partners. Everyone has their off days/bad days.. but I usually let my frustration out via working and working out.. or doing the dishes aggressively, haha. Not my partner.

Sometimes I'm too quiet. Sometimes I'm too talkative with repetitive words and rabbit holes that my mother and big sister dislike. I dislike when my family sees me and tempt me and any woman to do things they beg us to do together. I look at things differently, sometimes even in a funny way like... Two Women: " Ewww someone dropped an underwear on the sidewalk!" Me: "Hmmm, Fruit of The Loom brand." Two Women: *giggles*

Okay, before I talk about myself, I just wanna say, y'all emotions are valid and a relationship should be a two way thing. Y'all should communicate, be honest, and help one another. Not just one person putting all the effort in. That was a big mistake of mine in my latest relationship which actually ended a week ago. Anyways, I'm a fun loving, chaotic geeky person. By chaotic I mean I most likely have adhd or something but never got diagnosed. I try to be open minded and non judgemental. I am very affectionate and my biggest love language would be gift giving. If you care bout zodiacs I'm a Leo and I also do art, crafts and cosplay. So expect me to be a bit unorganized and messy. I do clean though.