Regrets From The Past

I've been wondering - have you ever grown up knowing you made the wrong decision in the past and felt like you should have done something differently that could have made your life so much better in a tangible way? Do you wish you could go back and fix that or are you the kind of person who tries to take everything in stride and see the positive side of said decisions? Personally I'm a mix of the two - I've made a lot of stupid decisions in my life (Probably because I'm not the sharpest tool in the shed) but I've always tried to take everything in stride, to see the positive side of things but there are some thing that I just wish I could go back and fix if I could ever have the opportunity. Like even today I'm still thinking about one of my exes (we're best friends nowadays) since she's probably the only person to have ever loved me and I always think about where I went wrong, thinking about what kind of future I lost especially now that she has a boyfriend who seems better than me in every possible way. That kind of stuff for me is so difficult to properly move on from and it makes it difficult for me to fall for other girls. What about you guys? What do you think about this kind of thing?

Count your blessings instead. http://youtu.be/71ZHVmSuBJM

I don't regret anything. I mean I did do a lot of shit in my life but that's all part of me. I reflect on it and make sure to not make the same mistakes but my past made me who I am and I wouldn't want it any different. The past is just a concept anyway.. It doesn't exist. Worrying too much about it, much like worrying too much about your future, makes it hard to enjoy the only time that actually exists: the present.

It's kind of different for me because, It was less of the choices I made, and more of the enviornment I was in, and the pressure, unfortunate circumstance, and treatment of said enviornment, including the people, that formed me into the GOD I AM DONNIE Society attempted to form and fit me into sterotypes that they were comfortable with, that seemed "normal", but I was like, "fuck dat." Because of that decision, there was many a resistance to accepting me as a person. Even this day in age, people my age make it hard for themselves to understand me or even get a glimpse where I'm coming from. What I've learned is although kindness goes a long way, it matters who you're kind too. Because I travel and move around alot, I grown up to meet a variety of people, which grew my sense of respect of kindess. I think one of the toughest challeges for me was not everyone was going to like me, and there was a time I was -quite- isolated in my life, everything with my parents, and finding a place to live, I thought that nothing could be worse. But ya know I'm still here, still kickin' it. Hoping, that somebody sees the light in me, rather than forcing said light Or some analogy like that. ~T

Did that answer the question? I have no idea what I typed. ~T

Is not like I'm always remembering nor regretting the things I've lived; the decisions I've made. I don't remember them, and if I do I don't care. I am me right now; the past made me who I am. I am already forgiven. I live my life heading to the future. So why should I care about trivial stuff like mistakes? Failures lead to success afterall. https://38.media.tumblr.com/859fdb188de59d994ea58acadf0facc2/tumblr_n4e3a9w2kw1ra1w6no1_r1_500.gif