*sighs* I really don't know how I feel about putting this up, but I need to put it somewhere. I've been so lonely, I grew up in California, and I was already getting lonely there, my circle of friends just got smaller and smaller. But I hear that's to be expected after high school or something like that. But I was down to very few friends. For some reason, I really don't know why now, I moved across the country to Maryland. Here I am now, and I talk to the few friends I had left less and less, the time change doesn't help. But it's not really within my means to go back and I don't really have much to go back to. So here I am in Maryland. I have no friends, I had a couple false starts, but still none. At my last job I actually met 2 anime fans, one was a guy who I sort of got along with and the other was a girl and we sort of maintained friendly appearances when we interacted. Me and the guy finally managed to throw something together and the three of us went out on some thing. It was kind of eh, and none of us really talked since then. Well, I seem to be an introverted and depressed person. I can be totally random and weird when I'm comfortable around people. But I also feel like I'm a bit slow sometimes, so I can't do as good as I want to in much of anything. It gets really frustrating and I get emotionally tired from all this stuff. -__-
same..