lonely

As an Aspie (perhaps unlabeling it is a must?), even though a coworker told me I'm smarter than younger people and developed way better than one of his cousins, I'm still having social difficulties while feeling left unnoticed and often into small talks I find as annoying as mosquito bits or flies coming up to your ear. I still prefer being introverted and obscure while hoping to move elsewhere, get married without a wedding to let go of my past trauma and prevent my children from having difficult childhood.

some girls, like me like to get to know a person before deciding to date someone. also its better to be in the same country as each others are in, that way you can talk day and night.

you know, one thing that I've learned is that being alone is better than being with assholes. Also don't bust yourself up over it, I've found the right people show up at the right time. Just be true to yourself and you got it.