My Anything Under the Sun :)

ahh.. *spoilers ahead*.. this is just my little thread of nonsense..xD um..usually just a vent session..forgive me.. mostly..if i cant reply.. im here.. :) ..thank you for passing by.. ^_^

To one who has faith, no explanation is necessary. To one without faith, no explanation is possible. -St.Thomas Aquinas.

http://www.drawingforkids.org/images/109449-blonde-couple-cute-hair-happy.jpg 01/07/2014 .. I wanna cuddle you so tight! and feel your gentle touch upon my hair. I wanna hold your hand tonight, and never ever sway my stare.. I wanna gaze in your pretty eyes, And at your, beautiful face.. <3 I wanna hold you, tight tonight, <3 up until you daze.. (: I wanna kiss you when you wake up, (: Smile, "i love you dear".. To say, "good morning sunshine!", ^_^ And watch with every cheer. To dream to BE by your side cause long away I could 't bear.. To think of ways to be with baby, so that I can share.. Such love i feel that's pure and true, And my heart <3 that beats for only you.. This love I have is dear at stake,. So please dont ever Let it break .

...song for a confused girl bestfriend of mine.. :) 01/14/2014 midnight. . I used to be D there, A singing my songs, all Em alone in my A corner of world . I'm Watching D friends, chatting them hey! A, safe and sound. Em ... A finally i moved on.. .but G here comes this mystery guy~ D, Em stirred up my little world, A oh so high. Chorus. Oh, it's~ a pain, D A Oh not this pain Em,again. .Aoh no!. I hate this pain D A, when I see Em more and more of you..A .cause this Gfeeling i have for youA, is no wonderD its love its true..Em But i can't G, say yes! No i can't say i'm fine. D Em seeing you there, just by my side. A Chorus2. Oh, it's~ a pain, D A Oh not this pain ,again. not you. It hurts me true, cause I see more and more of you.. i don't G know what to do. Just can't D feel this way, EM Why your so near yet so far away?A Please just G tell me a clue, no I D can't say why. EM Could this be true or i'll justA say bye?. Chorus3. Oh it's a pain, D* (stop) A* oh your a pain Em* for me so true.A* cause i love you. . Yes I had finally loved you. . Oh, it's~ a pain, D A Oh not this pain Em, oh no!. .Anot you. I hate this pain D A, When I see Em more and more of you .. D A Of you.. G A Of you.ü D *with or without Capo 2* .. :)

11/4/14. Weird thoughts seem to flood through the endness of me.. Back, deepening, deafening screams of reality.. Buried I once thought, I hid it with me.. Im such a hard work in progress.. I hid my past with reality.. And wore a mask to face humanity.. To save the fragile me.. No.I couldnt tell my whole story.. No..Its much too painful for me.. Again and again and again.. To finally rely to another being.. Someday I say.. Come what may, lets see.. But no.. im too much for anybody.. I realized long before.. i realized recently.. That im still the old me.. So i try to fight it.. Gasp, forget all about it.. Thats why im happy.. .. Im happier that way.. Its easier to hide it..than to burden anybody.. http://www.umnet.com/pic/diy/theme/Homescreen%5C12927cf7-aa12.gif

ahh.. finally finished this.. *sore. eyes*.. O_O.. lols.. 11/6/14.. Capo 3 F Am A# C x2 Used to wake up, this early night.. Thinking back in forth, back to our daily lives.. And time, just-passes-by, and I'm wondering still..keep wondering till i'm out of my mind .. Cause A#you make my Cworld go round and Amround, Spinning head, Dm caressing sound. A# Deep within my C chest it beats..and A#mWe're sitting here like it's ok.. *strum twice Cause F when it's Am you.. I A#never knew i'd feel this way C again, in-my Fwhole life.. So Am true.. The A#way~I~feel is new-- A#Used to know, what CI've Always wanted in Fsight.. Used to know how to Dmmake things right.. Used to think, this love thing is-a-faraway dream..till you showed, me what believing means. . A# C A#m I still remember my dream.. Singing here and hugging you close so dear.. Chorus2 Cause F when, it's Am you.. It A# feels like every single little C piece, of a puzzle.. fits F in, like Am you~u.. Like A# me-oh sweet to see, that I C could-be, care.. A# Free..to think that C i could, un-der-(Am) stand-you.. Dm completely~.. A# free to think that C i could.. even A#m though you hide so desperately.. *starts humming the first chorus.. *Just one strum.. A#This is a little wrap..to fit, a li~ttle show..F All about the things~, I wantedDm, you-to-know..i A# tell you i love ya, and i love you still.. FBut your just as scared as me.. to think or,Dm push through.. A# Ah baby, C let's go easy.. I'm not F in a rush, just don't..don't.. Dm push me~to go.. A# Cause everytime, A#m this reminds me.. Mmm..mm.. Used to wake up, this early night.. Thinking back in forth, back to our daily lives.. And time, just-passes-by, and I'm wondering still..keep wondering till i'm out of my mind .. .. :)