Letting go of long term relationships

@jinekoWell that is true.. It did start off nice then it turned to shit but that's life...maybe it was a bit more painful but bleh wish I could say something idk for your current situation you're hurting more than I am :c ..yea same I paid for the dates but I am a dude (really want to parade in a dress one day for my bucket list) e.e... Yea that's the spirit woooo! And what Nekuchu said is right.. Rekindle old friendships and relationships they really help in alleviating the feelings of loneliness post break up..and more you time... LOL I ate like cake and cleansed my face, massages all that jazz

At least it sounds like you're slowly starting to feel better which is definitely a good thing. Just enjoy having time for yourself and do the things you want to do. Also, you're located in Nagoya so you have so many things you can do there so there's tons to explore. Last time I was in Nagoya area I barely could get a fraction of what I wanted to do done during the day I was there.

There are times when you cut your losses so you can still salvage what's left, and this is one of those times. If someone treats you like trash then you don't need them in your life, no matter how much you want them. Also, I know the Hikki life. Usually it's perpetuated by depression, and having someone around you that makes you feel worse is not gonna help that. Get some friends together to play something you all enjoy and do it regularly, that'll help.