Stressed

...Advice here, if I may. Meditation. Learn and use it. Journals are also quite helpful. More importantly, just get uncomfortable and become a bit more sociable.:)

No, even though I'm violent, I don't like fighting. They walk away anyways, I just smoke it out and the anger goes away. I have a perfect school record, never been suspended compared to my idiot brothers and I don't tend to get suspended. I also don't want to use combat sambo on people because it's pretty deadly. I don't want to snap necks, it's not right.

If people really bother you that much at least the ones you around then perhaps you should do as I and yaashat have said. Meditation allows you to come at acceptance with odds and life in general. If this anger is directed with reason then it can be helped however if it is a random anger that you dont have control over then I advise seeing a professional about it for sure besides seeing one for the possible depression you may have.

Hey I think I should get some sleep, Chunichi Dragons(Baseball Team) are playing at 2:00AM{PDT} Pacific daylight time over here. I'll try meditation. But I can't drop my whole vape and alcohol problem.

I dont expect you too if anything that is something that would take time I am just glad you will try that. Hope it helps and if not you are welcome to vent and message me about it.

In due time you can, my friend. If ya just need to vent or he'll, just bitch a moan about life. There's always at least one open mind and willing heart here.:)