anyone else looking for true love?

Wow, that's crazy and so sad....your life sounds like one of those anime that starts out tragic and emotionally distraught. It's amazing you have such a positive attitude. It's cool that you do. I have so many friends that ended up drug addicts or dead or in jail because they can't deal with life anymore. I moved away from my home town to escape the pain of watching so many people go down hill. I did my best to be a good friend but sometimes you can't make a difference.

Haha i kinda get that alot, im asian lol and eveything i guess makes me stick out like luffy's straw hat, anyway im sorry to hear that...well this world has a rough tag when it comes to misery but hey you can only do what is in your power, even if you fail, try again and never give up cause everything will be just fine if you can show your determination to help, i kinda get asked the question "How do you become a wanderer" all i do is point to their heart and say, "In order to become a wanderer, you heart must beat only for a better tomorrow not just for you or a few others but the world, and that you must uncomditionally help those in need even if it is an enemy who dislikes you with the intent to kill. You must be prepared to help everyone, anytime, and anywhere" and this is where i lose them haha but that simplistic ideology can make a difference and start something within the confinement of this world

So dong give up my friend just hope and wish that someday, they will make it out of their deep abyssal plain of a mind and lead a happier and more enjoyable life :3

True love may be a myth for some but I guess I still believe in it... Or maybe I just want to believe lol