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wow. i thought i was an ass hahahaha. people who say move on and get over it are people who dont know what pain another person is feeling. and sure you may of had a break up and lost a few friends and you may know a little bit of being alone.... but you dont know the true pain of it at all. because even if you broke up with someone i know full well that someone has come up and asked you awww are you ok and crap like that because your one of them cute girls. you'll always have guys crawling for you no matter what.... so you'll be fine in about a day or so because you know you have choices for other guys. someone thats been alone with no friends for years with no one to talk to this how they let there feelings out. i know someone like a cute girl is never going to understand this at all. so you'll never understand the true meaning of hurt or pain. and for the record pity does not work to heal a broken heart. saying (oh dont worry it will be ok) and other stuff like that. it would take me half a year to try to explain this and even if i did i dont think you Mira48, and Mop would understand anyway. i bet what i said above is already confusing you lol

yeah in a way i'm picky. i would like a girl who is balanced in looks and personality. not like one of them super models or whatever but like just enough to please me. i dont care if she's average looking or not. just as long as she looks ok to me i dont care what anyone else says. and i'd hope that i would be doing the same for her. finding someone with great looks is easy because all you got to do is look around. finding someone with a nice personality is another story. cant judge a book by its cover lol.