taktak13

Guys, apologies for going off the face of the earth. Y'know how it goes sometimes. BUT There is a Castlevania Season 2! I agree the episodes were short And things may have seemed rushed for plot purposes developing into the next season. And I may be wrong, but the art style ( or maybe animation style) seemed different? I haven't watched it yet, trying to have high hopes.

So this is the only place I could find to rant for otaku relationship advice. And I might be overthinking things like I always do, so please if anyone has thoughts on this I'm curious to know. P.S I'll be discreet with the info. I'm in a one year relationship. Ooh how do I start this..And one year in I've been wondering if they are sexually attracted to me, or if the relationship is just an anime shipping fantasy to them. We met during roleplaying on a group chat at first. At some point the rp became one on one and things got sexual. Which I'm kinda embarrassed about. But it was my first time roleplaying anything. And the ship was sailing strong at the time. We have dated about a year now. cosplay together, go to cons. Being that we've dated for a year I've understood to set the boundary between fiction shipping and our relationship. I'd think after a year we'd be intimate. Yet the most we have ever done is cuddle. (We don't see each other a lot due to adult life. Which is another story.) Sometimes I'll send a flirty text or sexual joke, and the reply will be jokingly avoidance, or rejection. Yet they'll be all for romanticizing and anime shipping jokes. Of course their reactions are confusing me more and more, since what we roleplayed was explicit. And that was when we barely knew each other, or even what we looked like. -- Another thing is they read, and write a lot of sexual yaoi and fanfic. What confuses me is that they say they aren't very sexually active, whenever I bring it up. But when I mention that one time we roleplayed together and/ or the fact they write sexual shipping stories, they avoid the topics. Now I know that fanfiction is a hobby to a lot of fangirls. I just don't understand how this person claims to not feel "in the mood" like most people, yet commit to making such specifically sexual content. I'm worried they aren't considering the realness a relationship needs and that it's too fantasized. Not to mention if they are even sexually attracted to me in any non anime shipping, fantasy romance way. If any of that made sense..