Mikiejj

Life story of the past 10-12 years. It started with living in the Netherlands at age of 17 with lots of friends. My father said that we are moving to Belgium and we did after that i started losing those friends. So to find some i started online dating and found my love of my life so i thought. 1 and half year in we break up cuz of fighting and she playing around with other guys. After 5 years single and closing myself of from the world, I slowly started to reach out. Getting more friends and my bestie back from the old days. But then my ex started talking to me and we got back together, 2 years went by. I moved back to the Netherlands and we began living together. And then we started to fight again i got needy and had some trust issues from the past. Me paying everything while she din't look for work or go to school to do something. After a year i got lazy because i had to do al the work. And then we broke up, now she gonna move in a few days but i still want her back. I know it's for the best, but yea well feelings... All i can do is change, live my life and stop being lazy. While doing this and her noticing it she got anoyed like she wasn't worth it. Well maybe she is.. no financial support or dreams at all. Now after all of this I still hope that later on when she finds something to work on. To get back together or atleast be friends.