I'm probably the worst person you'll ever meet, so there's that. But I may as well hang my dirty laundry here... So let's play a game of Yes or No.
Have you ever had sex with someone?
No, but that doesn't reflect my knowledge or experience with sex itself.
Have you ever been married?
No
Are your parents divorced?
Yes, a semester before I graduated high school.
Have you ever been seriously ill?
Yes, and for a long time, we didn't know what was causing my 106 degree fevers, vomiting, tremors, and more. But it's taken care of now.
Have you ever been mentally ill?
Yes, had about 10 years of Major Depression, followed by Seasonal Affective Disorder even until now. Basically rainy days and winter SUCK. But I have ways of taking care of that now, so it's cool.
Have you ever watched someone you care for die?
Yes, not counting my aging grandparents, I watched a friend of my mom (who had dated her for 6 months) die at my graduation party, because of the place I picked to go.
Do you have any tattoos?
Yes, I giant cross on my chest where my heart is.
Are you religious?
Incredibly. I'm as much or more of a religious nerd than an anime nerd, but because of that, I left Protestantism because they never had the answers I needed. My life was full of real shit so I needed real answers to deal with it, and they didn't have them. So I'm the only Orthodox Christian in my entire family. And I take my faith dead seriously.
Have you ever tried to kill yourself?
Yes, once. It's the only time God yelled at me. I researched the overdose of a medication, took 2.5 times that amount, but He told me as I was taking it that He wouldn't let me die, and sure enough hours passed and nothing happened to me, so I never tried again.
Are you close with your family?
I try to be close to them, because I don't want to let that fall apart if I can help it. My mom is remarried, but I still see all of my family members, and have a good relationship with my step family too. But they never walked through my toughest battles with me, so I don't feel close enough to ask then serious questions or confide in them. I'm not trying to be an angsty teenager, they just really don't understand me.
Do others around you like anime?
My biological family doesn't, but my step brother likes generic shonen dubs (I'm a sub guy myself), and my step dad watches it with us just to hang out.
Are you an optimist or a pessimist?
Definitely pessimist. I like to hope things go well, but as a pessimist, I'm either right, or I'm happily surprised.
Have you been betrayed?
Often. And generally expectations are the root cause. So I don't expect anything of others, and I'd like them not to expect anything of me. We're all just trash of various sorts.
Do you consider yourself a good person?
Nope, I'm an asshole for sure. With trust issues. And I'm a 2 looking for a 10, that's completely unfair.
What's the worst thing you've done?
Well legally speaking, I've bought prescription meds off the black market 3 times, never got caught though. That was bacj before I figured out how to actually deal with my stuff though, so it was just a stepping stone to a better place in life.
Do you live alone?
Nope, got 2 degrees at once, one in engineering and one in languages, and I couldn't get a job, so I moved in with my mom and step dad in a totally different state, and I'm back in school again for a different engineering degree. Hopefully that goes well...
Are you single?
Only ever had one girlfriend, and it lasted a month. I was catfished, but tried to make it work anyway, and I failed. But I learned a lot. So yes, I'm single.
Do you do hookups?
Nope. Cuddling, headpats, hugs, and maybe even hand holding is nice though.
Have you ever had sex with someone?
No, but that doesn't reflect my knowledge or experience with sex itself.
Have you ever been married?
No
Are your parents divorced?
Yes, a semester before I graduated high school.
Have you ever been seriously ill?
Yes, and for a long time, we didn't know what was causing my 106 degree fevers, vomiting, tremors, and more. But it's taken care of now.
Have you ever been mentally ill?
Yes, had about 10 years of Major Depression, followed by Seasonal Affective Disorder even until now. Basically rainy days and winter SUCK. But I have ways of taking care of that now, so it's cool.
Have you ever watched someone you care for die?
Yes, not counting my aging grandparents, I watched a friend of my mom (who had dated her for 6 months) die at my graduation party, because of the place I picked to go.
Do you have any tattoos?
Yes, I giant cross on my chest where my heart is.
Are you religious?
Incredibly. I'm as much or more of a religious nerd than an anime nerd, but because of that, I left Protestantism because they never had the answers I needed. My life was full of real shit so I needed real answers to deal with it, and they didn't have them. So I'm the only Orthodox Christian in my entire family. And I take my faith dead seriously.
Have you ever tried to kill yourself?
Yes, once. It's the only time God yelled at me. I researched the overdose of a medication, took 2.5 times that amount, but He told me as I was taking it that He wouldn't let me die, and sure enough hours passed and nothing happened to me, so I never tried again.
Are you close with your family?
I try to be close to them, because I don't want to let that fall apart if I can help it. My mom is remarried, but I still see all of my family members, and have a good relationship with my step family too. But they never walked through my toughest battles with me, so I don't feel close enough to ask then serious questions or confide in them. I'm not trying to be an angsty teenager, they just really don't understand me.
Do others around you like anime?
My biological family doesn't, but my step brother likes generic shonen dubs (I'm a sub guy myself), and my step dad watches it with us just to hang out.
Are you an optimist or a pessimist?
Definitely pessimist. I like to hope things go well, but as a pessimist, I'm either right, or I'm happily surprised.
Have you been betrayed?
Often. And generally expectations are the root cause. So I don't expect anything of others, and I'd like them not to expect anything of me. We're all just trash of various sorts.
Do you consider yourself a good person?
Nope, I'm an asshole for sure. With trust issues. And I'm a 2 looking for a 10, that's completely unfair.
What's the worst thing you've done?
Well legally speaking, I've bought prescription meds off the black market 3 times, never got caught though. That was bacj before I figured out how to actually deal with my stuff though, so it was just a stepping stone to a better place in life.
Do you live alone?
Nope, got 2 degrees at once, one in engineering and one in languages, and I couldn't get a job, so I moved in with my mom and step dad in a totally different state, and I'm back in school again for a different engineering degree. Hopefully that goes well...
Are you single?
Only ever had one girlfriend, and it lasted a month. I was catfished, but tried to make it work anyway, and I failed. But I learned a lot. So yes, I'm single.
Do you do hookups?
Nope. Cuddling, headpats, hugs, and maybe even hand holding is nice though.
