jackofslades

I hurt for the worst I fear It's as if something draws near The hand that grips at my heart Pulls me asunder to give me a start I can't believe that what I've done is what I had to do, but I shoulder on. I'm just a soldier following orders Not just orders but requests The things that most men take in jest I'll make up a story so you won't see the monster that tears inside of me. They rip me up and leave me out People see and cast their doubts I try so hard but I hear their shouts So I soldier on with the task I carry out This is my one last order you see To make it through this horrifying scene I carve through like a beast in repose Backed into corners that only the most troubled know. So this time I make of you one request Do not let this story rest. Carry this on and show the people that misery and pain is not only feeble It's a scar, a disease that we all carry It's something that makes even the strongest weary. So please allow the peoples minds to rest Because the only hope is from one who is not blessed It's the forsaken long and forgotten That truly shows us what's wrong and rotten. So please remember these last words. I'm the lonely soldier, The one who has to be constantly bolder. I take the grime and crap life gives just so you can all let hope live. I try to plant the seeds in your heart. To truly give love and hope that start The one true start that it deserves Not the beaten lust it has earned Just give this one good chance you’ll see. That it’s the heart that really will lead It’s the last true chance at a victory. To become a soldier just like me.