elrei

there was a time when fat women are the most attractive kind of female there is on earth. i feel for you. i'm the only one in the family who is fat, and is still fat (probably because my dad's genes are more dominant in my body than my mom's) and is constantly teased (am the point of ridicule in family gatherings and it's sooooo embarrassing and hurtful on my part). i also happen to live in a country where society thinks it's helpful to tell other [women] that they're fat or getting fatter. as for relationship, i think if you feel confident about yourself only a jerk would tell you that you're unattractive. not that i am confident about myself here but hey, i've seen how confidence changes the way people look at you (especially for men). also, remember this greek story about how zeus was jealous of the first humans since they have each other so he split them in two and these humans were to spend their lives looking for soulmates? yeah, that means you might find they person for you someday(even if you don't believe me, even if you don't believe the story) hope this helps :)

yep *raises hand*. but i know within myself that i should be facing reality (even if its from time to time) 'coz no matter how much i want to live in the anime world (i sound weird! sorry) i can't do that. some of the times tuning myself in anime makes me an introvert. i'm not saying watching anime is bad, though. just that sometimes it's unhealthy for me, it's like running away from the inevitable you know? (sorry if this didn't help you)