Daggera

Chemistry is always fun its pretty simple to get into the basic stuff as long as you remember your high school level knowledge. I am doing pretty good just browsing a pdf file on some ekg test strips right now in electrocardiograms. Then checking in on the site,

Sorry optimism is kind of a hard thing when you're a pessimist. So dark places are what I typically manage to produce. I just want a quiet life. There's not really much I really want. Well for starters I could use more money, a nice place, my own system of travel to visit people and place around the world. XD You know, the essentials.

Hmm I suppose conversing and communication, along with any knowledge I didn't know beforehand. Its like experimenting in chemistry. Except that's one pain which most definitely majority of the time will be more pain then gain. How are you though?

Well it's more than just losing friends. Again, it's just one thing out of the whole problem with me. But you will leave, you say you won't be you don't know what the future is like. It's nice to hope for the best but always expect the worst. I'm definitely not great and you've been able to do so much more than I despite hiccups. Some things you just cannot change. The truth is one of them. Making someone's day is something I'm really not good at. I'm no good at brightening up the world, I'm just a downer. http://fanaru.com/watamote/image/thumb/185761-watamote-tomoko.gif

That's good to hear! :D I'm still stressed. but i'll be okay :)

http://orig15.deviantart.net/3219/f/2012/177/a/8/dogpile_on_edo__by_nothguy-d550esp.gif I am not a better person. And to be fair, many people here are antisocial and awkward around people, so that's hardly something most are concerned with here. That said however, you're doing quite well here on MO and have a nice circle of friends that will never leave you. It's just a matter of time for everyone around me. Two people I thought I was close with now aren't too eager to speak to me anymore. Because I'm either not good enough, or just cause damage. I may have a couple of friends outside of MO but I only hear from them maybe once in a blue moon and what's more, I'm typically busy with work when they are free. I may not be trying to hurt anyone, but it happens anyway. I'm such a messed up individual yet everyone refuses to see.