Notim Portant @criselington
Notim Portant @criselington
I must to do what I always do and live my life in a constant state of emotional numbness, slowly accepting that sadness and despair is crumbling away my will turning me into a ever thoughtful and happy person. A person who would rather make others happy instead of myself. My mind haunts me with blank visions and silent words of a life I may never live. A life free of this neverending dread and disappointment. A life of freedom, surrounded by the breath of the wild, inner joy, and peace of mind. A life where I don't hate myself. A life where the happiness I give can be mine too.
Notim Portant @criselington
Notim Portant @criselington
Where oh where is my fellow weirdo haha
Notim Portant @criselington
Notim Portant @criselington
I gave my all but the blue skies I used to watch have now become dark and clouded. The low rumble of thunder growing louder as this storm becomes wildly unstable. The gentle breeze that tickled my soul, replaced with raging winds that keep me off balance. The once lazy drifting clouds now full of emotion, unleashing a torrential downpour flooding my surroundings. I stand my ground hoping the storm will pass but the longer I linger the harder escape becomes. My once beautiful paradise is now a flooded and dangerous prison. It's time to decide bide my time or brave the storm and escape to the clear skies I once watched in the distance.
lei_maiotaku @amarantha
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Notim Portant @criselington Haha you keep finding stuff that makes me and other gemini sound cool haha.
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is u the Jabee hater in the confessions thread? hmmph!
Notim Portant @criselington Hahaha no I've never had it before but seeing all the pictures of their food and you talking about their chimken makes me want to try it. It looks good
lei_maiotaku @amarantha sus hmmmmmmm
Notim Portant @criselington Hahaha sorry I'm sus I guess I wouldn't trust someone whose never had it either hahahahaha
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XD
Notim Portant @criselington Oh my god I love them haha you even got Pikachu foot claws!!!!
lei_maiotaku @amarantha hahaha yea they finally here...Im all set XD
Notim Portant @criselington Hell yeah I'm so happy for you, you get to be all happy and comfy now haha welcome to the club haha I'm jealous of your clawed slippers.
Curlycurr @cur_lypav
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In truthfulness, Purbles come from a 2000s pc game called "Purble place" had 3 games. A school that had memory flip, a dress up game, and a cake baking game. Little me as a kid had nightmares about the cake one.
Notim Portant @criselington Oh I see
Curlycurr @cur_lypav @amarantha was just torturing me about it while I was drunk
Notim Portant @criselington Oh I see, how deliciously evil of her haha
lei_maiotaku @amarantha I was a part-timer at the cake shop
Curlycurr @cur_lypav You fucker I'm sober now you can stop
lei_maiotaku @amarantha And Flors one of our regular customers
Curlycurr @cur_lypav And you're one of my regular customers. We can't afford to be at odds
lei_maiotaku @amarantha ***recalls every hot content* cant argue with that XD
Notim Portant @criselington I see so horrible memories stem from working at the bakery. Was it a sweets addiction that caused such trauma
lei_maiotaku @amarantha Florryyyy had too much cake and passed out XD
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Purbles are fucking abominations and someone's got them crawling on my wall
lei_maiotaku @amarantha HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
Notim Portant @criselington Hahaha
Rose Mommy ® @wei_ying
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Rose Mommy ® @wei_ying
Viking babe~ your love (you thought it wasn’t coming probably sksksk) <3 ⊂(・ヮ・⊂) https://c.tenor.com/OyOv9Q4MVnkAAAAC/hug-hugs.gif
Rose Mommy ® @wei_ying Stay handsome and awesome darling UwU
Notim Portant @criselington Why am I getting this?
lei_maiotaku @amarantha Oh no. GD will be jealous again. Hahahahaha
Notim Portant @criselington She better be careful haha one look at me and she'll turn to stone
Rose Mommy ® @wei_ying Because you’re awesome and GD can politely get over himself sksksk
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lei_maiotaku @amarantha
have i posted this one already?
Notim Portant @criselington No you have not, thank you. Haha the laughing at serious stuff is a real problem