I'm really unsure of what to put in these things but I suppose I will try, at the least.
I'm looking, but not really? If that makes sense.
I'm in no place to really take care of myself so I'm more or less just trying to form a connection with someone. I have a lot of things I'm trying to work through that I probably shouldn't have put off for so long, but if it's not obvious self care really hasn't been my biggest forte. Now that I'm all sorts of messed up, it's come down to me actually having to focus on getting myself fixed up. I'm a mega depressed bag of unfun, probably more jaded than the edgy teenager that sat in the back of class in high school, and have more emotional baggage than every character from every major romcom of the late 90s/early 2000s. If you can't tell, I'm not trying to sell myself. I'm just being honest and that's what I want from everyone else. I'm not a *major* weeb, honestly I hadn't really watched any anime since like, 2016. It's just something I'm now slowly letting myself back into as I've been trying to find joy in things I once use to. I'm really just looking forward to finding someone that could maybe bring back a bit of light into my life. I'm clingy, self destructive and honestly a bit too much of a romantic at heart. I tend to have really depressive fits where my selfworth plumits so someone with a really strong personality is absolutely going to be my weakness. If I trust you, I'll likely give you ways to reach me off here as I want someone to nag me.(If things tend to be going well for whatever reason, I'll likely just clam up, put up walls around myself and try and block people out. So this is more or less a way to prevent me from doing so, because I need people I can count on to not let me retreat, I need to be forced out of my comfort zone, safety net, security blanket. The comfort of "oh no things are going too good, I'm about to get hurt. Time to block everyone out before that happens. :)") Because I don't wanna just clam up and shut people out. I really wanna change. Which is why I'm actually putting myself out here and trying this. If you actually got this far, I just wanna say you're a pretty cool person for taking the time out to read all this crap, and I appreciate you. Truly.
Now as far as anime interests go, I really do have a thing for shounen anime. Unless it's Jojo or One piece. No offense to those of you that like either of them, but they're not for me. Jojo just seems like a parody of everything that's bad about shounen with an excess of comedy that really isn't my thing. One piece, just is way too long for me to invest any time to get into.
I also love thriller, psychological and horror anime. If you can't tell, I'm not a bright and bubbly person. :PP
I also do like anime with really good stories. Hands down one of my absolute favorites is Candy Boy. That anime despite what it sounds like is actually a yuri anime and it tugged on my heart strings, and I really didn't even know I had any. Charlotte is another that made me cry, truly loved that. Another is perhaps a very close to first favorite. Ghost Hunt was also a favorite, Corpse Princess, Psychic Detective Yakumo, RIN: Daughters of Mnemosyne, there's a ton. I could probably go over tons. But that's (Probably) not why you're here.
Games I do dabble in. I have a genuine love for horror, rpgs and visual novels of all sorts. If you're interested in knowing more about that you can ask.
I'm an open book, so if you have questions feel free to ask. Thanks again for taking the time out to read all of this. I really, genuinely do appreciate you.
I'm looking, but not really? If that makes sense.
I'm in no place to really take care of myself so I'm more or less just trying to form a connection with someone. I have a lot of things I'm trying to work through that I probably shouldn't have put off for so long, but if it's not obvious self care really hasn't been my biggest forte. Now that I'm all sorts of messed up, it's come down to me actually having to focus on getting myself fixed up. I'm a mega depressed bag of unfun, probably more jaded than the edgy teenager that sat in the back of class in high school, and have more emotional baggage than every character from every major romcom of the late 90s/early 2000s. If you can't tell, I'm not trying to sell myself. I'm just being honest and that's what I want from everyone else. I'm not a *major* weeb, honestly I hadn't really watched any anime since like, 2016. It's just something I'm now slowly letting myself back into as I've been trying to find joy in things I once use to. I'm really just looking forward to finding someone that could maybe bring back a bit of light into my life. I'm clingy, self destructive and honestly a bit too much of a romantic at heart. I tend to have really depressive fits where my selfworth plumits so someone with a really strong personality is absolutely going to be my weakness. If I trust you, I'll likely give you ways to reach me off here as I want someone to nag me.(If things tend to be going well for whatever reason, I'll likely just clam up, put up walls around myself and try and block people out. So this is more or less a way to prevent me from doing so, because I need people I can count on to not let me retreat, I need to be forced out of my comfort zone, safety net, security blanket. The comfort of "oh no things are going too good, I'm about to get hurt. Time to block everyone out before that happens. :)") Because I don't wanna just clam up and shut people out. I really wanna change. Which is why I'm actually putting myself out here and trying this. If you actually got this far, I just wanna say you're a pretty cool person for taking the time out to read all this crap, and I appreciate you. Truly.
Now as far as anime interests go, I really do have a thing for shounen anime. Unless it's Jojo or One piece. No offense to those of you that like either of them, but they're not for me. Jojo just seems like a parody of everything that's bad about shounen with an excess of comedy that really isn't my thing. One piece, just is way too long for me to invest any time to get into.
I also love thriller, psychological and horror anime. If you can't tell, I'm not a bright and bubbly person. :PP
I also do like anime with really good stories. Hands down one of my absolute favorites is Candy Boy. That anime despite what it sounds like is actually a yuri anime and it tugged on my heart strings, and I really didn't even know I had any. Charlotte is another that made me cry, truly loved that. Another is perhaps a very close to first favorite. Ghost Hunt was also a favorite, Corpse Princess, Psychic Detective Yakumo, RIN: Daughters of Mnemosyne, there's a ton. I could probably go over tons. But that's (Probably) not why you're here.
Games I do dabble in. I have a genuine love for horror, rpgs and visual novels of all sorts. If you're interested in knowing more about that you can ask.
I'm an open book, so if you have questions feel free to ask. Thanks again for taking the time out to read all of this. I really, genuinely do appreciate you.
